underestimate

Comparison are easily done when you had a taste on perfection. Giving a period of time to observe something, please bear with it. Frankly, I do think I'm being underestimated by you. Especially when you had discuss with me about that matter, only if you do not notice that you still remaining the previous idea about the matter in a very unintentional way. In the moment, I should be get mad but I still can bear with it and continue take it as a joke and agree with you. It actually make me so afraid and upset deeply. Totally have no idea why I can't really straight get mad on the moment, am just too soft. What am I suppose to say when you feels so hesitate to bring me to do so? Only if I'm dare enough to give a strong statement for you, although I'm slow, it doesn't mean I don't know what is the manner. I think you should be have no idea how was you humiliated on my self-esteem. Or you don't think I have my own self-esteem because I'm not that smart. I'm giving up on argument. Please don't always think that I'm a kid. I know what is happening. I got eyes and sense also, I can see you're being impatient on my slowness. I just can comfort myself with you're still young to handle. lol. You actually treat me nice, just no one is perfect right? :D