lost

The city is still that busy and everyone is still work hard for their life. I got no a really big dream, so I guess my parents would felt quite disappointed as they afford me to gain more further education which is they want me to. Of course, I do not mean that I don't like to study, just I will be the average result of student in college. I prefer to study as I don't need to go and work. The small little brain just include with a small little dream, I just wish to be happy all the time with what am I doing or anything. Maybe you might consider me too childish because I never think of I should earn more money for the parent or maybe the future family I had. It might be way too long to discuss yet I do think of it. haha. 

As a media student, I choose to be media student by myself so I can't say that I'm don't have freedom and follow what my family want me to. I never think of media industry jobs is that different compare with those office ladies who get up work at 9am and can be prepare to go dating or go back home after 5pm. Ridiculously, my plan is find an office job like this and after I'm done my job, I will go dating or outing with friends and going back home spend time with family. I think my mom want me to be like this because she is the one who don't let me choose media. She said work in media industry will be always not staying at home. Haha should I ask my mom not to worry? I do not chat with them frequently, but I do always think staying with family is the best. I do plan, I just hope while my parents is still not that old, I can earn money for them to go travel the world. Confusing right, if I do think so I should archive higher in my career. 

   I LOVE MY FAMILY.